I have to say that I am jealous of Summer because she will be getting more money for her charity through Norton and LifeLock! If you buy a Norton and LifeLock product, they will make a donation to Right To Play for every product sold. How cool is that?

Life has a funny way of reminding us what is important. Humanity above all religion, government and family is what binds us. We have to protect each other, educate the uneducated, feed the hungry, accept the differences and have hope for a brighter future. There will always be problems. But you can make peace with this by believing that there will always be solutions as long as people are willing to search and work hard for them. We all must care about our humanity. Whether our differences are big or small on The Celebrity Apprentice we are all fighting for humanity.

In this episode I was feeling detached from the group and for some reason that was okay with me. I did what I do when I feel alone. I rolled up my sleeves, took off the stilettos, put on the work shoes, ruined my manicure, got paint in my hair and just plain got ugly.
I love how I feel while doing construction. Building is such a wonderful experience.

When we got this task I wanted it. I was going to ask to be project manager again. But as they say, "first come first serve" and I just couldn't keep up with the Angel and her magic wings.... oh Selita what great skin you have. I always wanted to be an Angel. I watched the runway shows and loved the catalog. It's so cool to know an Angel. Although, I want to rip Selita's wings off, strap them to my back and go running down the streets of NY, today I will have to keep those thoughts to myself. That being said, Selita, you are going down if we lose. Then let the ripping and running with the wings on my back ensue. I think that it is crazy that our project manager doesn't know where she is going and the rest of us have to sit back and wait. I hope that this is a fun task. After the last one I feel like the group is dividing. Holly, Selita and Summer are on one side, and Sharon and Cyndi are on the other. I don't pick sides, winning is more important. We do have one great thing on our side and that is that the boys are running out of team members. The guys are down 2 members and the girls are only down 1.

It started off so good! The Make-A -Wish kid, Jon Paul is such a sweetheart and he is so business minded. He was telling me stories about his lemonade stand and other business ventures. You would never be able to tell that Jon Paul had been sick. He's a very resilient kid. I love his mom and I am so thankful I got to meet her. Make-A-Wish is such a wonderful charity. Jon Paul's story is so inspiring and I am excited to see him again in New York at the finale. 20,000 dollars to Make-A-Wish!! Yes but....

This week's episode was the hardest for me to watch so far. Everyone seemed tense and it wasn't as fun as the other two shows. Summer unfortunately was not the best leader and neither was Michael. Leading is a hard thing. Summer was too afraid of hurting feelings and making decisions, where Michael was not afraid at all. Being a great leader is a combination of respecting others' opinions and also knowing what you want. Summer is a sweetheart and I felt bad for her in this episode because she did not know exactly what she wanted. What you didn't see on the show was the argument that Team Tenacity got in at the table. I said a spokesperson is one person and not 3. And I said, "Let's look up the definition of spokesperson." I was very bitchy and I was so tired during this episode but I felt like it took far too long to get going. It was just such a complicated task. I wanted to use Cyndi because she IS so unique. I agree that she is hard to handle but I wanted to do the advertorial with all different people saying that they were Cyndi. An 80-year old man dressed as Cyndi saying, "I'm Cyndi Lauper." A baby dressed up as Cyndi saying, "I'm Cyndi Lauper!" A tattooed punk rocker saying, "I'm Cyndi Lauper!" In essence the Ad would be saying that anyone can try to steal your identity but with Norton 360 and LifeLock you are protected. There is only one Cyndi Lauper and the idea was to have her on the last page saying, "I'm the only Cyndi Lauper." I got shut down and that just added to my irritation. Nobody seemed to be listening to anyone else and since I had watched every episode of The Celebrity Apprentice last season, I knew what the critiques would be on our project for this episode. I didn't want to lose but I really thought we were heading down the wrong path.